This blog is dedicated to my journey, thoughts and other stuff dealing with Borderline Personality Disorder, along with my other issues of Major Depression (moderate to severe, recurrent), PTSD, Anxiety, Psychotic episodes, Dissociative Disorder NOS, and Cognitive Disorder with memory weakness. Its hard for me to share, so you might not find much of my own personal stuff, but when you do, its a critical moment for me.

25th May 2012

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shatteredmyself:

Last post in my queue

It is so weird to think I just put all those pills in my mouth and swallowed them and by the time this post I will be gone. No more Chrissy… No more pain… no more tears… no more anything…. just nothing… finally…

I want you all to know as sorry as I…

I didn’t know you, but that doesn’t mean anything, cause I am still crying for you, RIP … I hope you found what you were looking for.  I can’t help but envy you.  <3

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25th May 2012

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Reblog if you still remember an insult someone told you, even if it was years ago.

24th May 2012

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THIS IS FOR THE PATHETIC FUCKS OUT THERE WHO WHINE ABOUT BULLYING.

anawfulpredicament:

Bullying is a REAL fucking issue. People HURT themselves, and HATE themselves, and FUCKING die over it. You brainless MORONS help NO ONE when you whinge about bullying, and being bullied, then turn around, go on anon and go and do it to someone else. Before you start pointing fingers and getting all self righteous. LOOK IN A FUCKING MIRROR!

Raven:

 More directly, this is about bullies who have been bullied.  I was bullied as a teenager for several years.  I became a target of several individuals and groups because of my home situation.  But I have never bullied anyone.  I always lived by the rule of treat others as you wish to be treated.  The only exception is my social anxiety when I try to avoid people.  But then, I am still living up to my credo.  I avoid people because I want them to avoid me.  I think if you’ve been bullied, there is no right way to deal with the situation, trust me I’ve tried everything.  When you are being bullied, the best thing you can do is not bully another person, remember how you feel when you are bullied.  Show some respect.  

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24th May 2012

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thesonic-and-thewand:

A moment of silence for the camera man who died for these shots

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23rd May 2012

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this is so true

this is so true

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22nd May 2012

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why does my neighbor have to be a stalker?!

God, how am I suppose to balance this shit?  I am afraid to piss him off cause he lives right next door, we share a wall in the apt building we live in for christs sake.  But he stalks me and won’t leave me alone.  I don’t want to turn him in, its not like i have proof or anything, my word against his.  And the other neighbors like him.  Hes a huge kiss up to a couple of them.  But me, he just follows me and watches for me and hangs outside my door occasionally.  Always asking for my phone number, always asking to come inside my apt.  I can’t go into all the details of the last time he had my phone number and I tried being  nice to him.  Gave him a chance.  I won’t give him another.  No way in hell.  As it is, I hide in my apt when hes around and walk on egg shells when I run into him cause I can’t completely avoid him, if hes out smoking and I’m coming and going from my apt.  Shit, god hates me.  The only thing I can do is hate him back.

22nd May 2012

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anawfulpredicament:

fuck-me-up-ana:

Sorry, My ASL Is A but sloppy and rusty, but :3

This girl is so fucking pretty and she makes me smile:) Reblog this to show her some love people. 

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22nd May 2012

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Hell yeah!

Hell yeah!

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22nd May 2012

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Reblog if it’s 100% okay to vent to you.

ftmfeminist:

always

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22nd May 2012

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Hate me. I deserve it. I’m disgusting. I’m a waste. I’m a failure. I’m worthless. I’m useless. I’m pointless. I’m nothing.

Forgive me, I just want to be loved.  Even if I’m a waste of space, worthless, and a failure.  I have nothing to offer but my friendship and unconditional love.

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